This is an older blog that I wrote and have reproduced it here. I enjoyed writing it then, and I hope you enjoy reading it now. At the end you will find the prayer points for today.
Grab your Bible and have a look at Luke 18:9-14
Fasting tends to do all kinds of things to us. Positively, this ancient spiritual practice can lead to a greater awareness of the nearness of God to us. Negatively, it probes our motivations and exposes the flaky things that we lean on for security, comfort and affirmation. One of those is subtle (or not so subtle) confidence in our own goodness before God.
“…To some who were confident of their own righteousness, and looked down on everybody else…”
As usual Jesus choses two contrasting characters to evoke the biggest response from his listeners. Enter exhibit A – The pharisee. A guardian of all things pure and holy in Israel. Jealous for the sanctity of the worship and faith of the nation. Respected and a perhaps little feared. Exhibit B – The tax collector. A Jew, but hardly. A complete sell-out to Rome, collecting the oppressors tax from his own people and slicing some off the side no doubt. The hero of nobodies stories. Well, almost nobody.
“…God, I thank you that I am not like other men…”
One of this Pharisees leaning posts was his personal discipline to fast twice a week. Public prayers of gratitude used as a thinly veiled device to remind God, and all who could hear him of course, what a good and righteous man he was. This was such a bad idea.
Comparing ourselves to one another doesn’t end well. We can only take two paths. Either we think we are better, and travel down the road of pride. Or we think we are worse, and slide down towards self-pity and condemnation.
“…But the tax collector stood at a distance… ‘God have mercy on me’…”
Here was a man under no illusion about who he was. Here was a man honest with God and with himself. Here was a man who becomes the ‘hero’ of Jesus’ parable, much to the shock and discomfort of the listening crowd.
There is nothing quite like a fast to stir up latent self-righteousness. “…I thank you God that you have given me strength to fast these days on only water. Thank you that I did not give in like some others did…”. Nobody prays like that do they?Surely not you or me! This is how you know if self-righteousness is lurking: When you gather to pray tonight or tomorrow and you are chatting with someone else at the meeting and they tell you that they got so tired that they had a little coffee in the afternoon. You think quietly to yourself: “I’ve managed not to”. If that happens. If that thought enters you head, you just scored a zero. Fail. Nothing gained. Just go eat something really nice.
Or, you could catch that thought, take it to Jesus, and thank him for the opportunity that this fast has given you to root out self-righteousness.
Fasting has nothing to do with appearances or performances, or endurance. If fasting becomes all about striving and self-effort, and what we are giving up, we may as well not do it, as it will have no value. It has become about me and my will power. Pointless.
“…I tell you that this man [tax collector] rather than the other [the Pharisee] when home justified before God…”
We don’t fast to be right with God…ever! We are about as right with God as we ever will be. Because I don’t have a righteousness of my own, but I have been given – mysteriously and miraculously – the righteousness of Jesus. Receiving the finished work of Jesus makes me right with God. Not fasting or any other spiritual discipline for that matter.
I pray that his grace will be upon us all as we continue to seek him in this season of prayer and fasting.
“…It was not by their sword that they won the land, nor did their arm bring them victory; it was your right hand, your arm, and the light of your face, for you loved them…” (Psalm 44:3)
Day 2
This evening we are praying in Ham. As ever there is so much to be thankful for. Perhaps the top of the list is the faithfulness of God.
Start today reflecting this beautiful fact: God is faithful…Sit quietly with that thought. Turn is around slowly in your mind like you would a boiled sweet in your mouth.
This year, and beyond, we are exploring a life of discipleship (or apprenticeship) to Jesus. For us this means: being with Jesus; becoming like Jesus; and doing what Jesus did.
Please pray that:
We would learn and re-learn what it means to remain in him (John 15)
We would co-operate with his work of transformation in our lives (2 Cor 3:18)
We would continue ushering in the Kingdom, just like Jesus did.
People far from God would be brought near through our relationships, our dining our room tables, our outreach initiatives and service in our community, as we do what Jesus would do if he were us in our neighbourhood.
We really value your prayers and are delighted to welcome you to Ham tonight. There is great encouragement and strength in the KingsGate family that we are glad to call our own.
We will be meeting at 7:30pm. St Richards CE Primary School, Ashburnham Road, TW10 7NL.
Much love
Nick & Ambs
